Enjoy everything that you are involved

Hi,


Little me.


I will send you this blog since you did not learn about being social in middle school.


I'm glad you start communicating with people. It doesn't matter how much you trust them.


Even I do not like them, you may learn from them.


You cannot escape from being with other people until you become another creature.


One funniest thing is that people believe that he is right.


In my view, there's no right thing or wrong thing.


Everyone has own truth. It is said that facts are perceived the same way, but nor is perception.


You might believe what your parents tell you or what teachers teach you.


However, I hope you to have your own opinions.


This was the hardest thing that I overcame in my life.


What I am telling you from now on is lessons that I learned in middle twenties.


As a matter of fact, I am not good at talking in front of people or making friends.


I loved reading and writing, dancing alone.


I thought I might need anyone else but me. It was totally wrong.


Right after I met your mother, I started to believe her and trust her.


She was willing to listen to me when time allowed.


She was my Angel. She gave me hope to live.


She was the only person who accepts me, myself.


I was very happy to meet her and I decided to stay with her.


I asked her to have dinner together after talking for a long time.


We kept talking for a long time. She is patient to wait until I speak.


She is the kindest person I've ever met.


At first, I thought I regarded her as a counselor.


No, it's not true. I tried to see her as a counselor since she did see me as a friend.


Is it true that I could be the first boyfriend of her?


I don't believe N since she is a lier.


If she lies, have fun.


Telling a lie is funny if you believe that lie.


If you realize that someone is telling a lie, do not tell him or her.


Instead, observe why he or she lies.


Human being have certain aims to do anything even telling a lie.


I wish you will be smart enough to distinguish from reality and false.


Reality is not what you think, see, or believe. 




I mean Reality is the One.


The One that creats the world.

Focus on something fun!!

My counselor asks me what is my ideal future if I could choose whatever.

I'd say that I am a healer. As a healer, I need to learn how people feel good or bad, or what makes people feel good or evil.

I might be a counselor or a therapist.
Need to study the human mind and its mechanism.

I just wanna be happy with my best friends.
I don't hope much but just a little.

Describe your ideal future freely sometimes.
And make a handbook or picture book for the best your life.

The role of College

What did you expect for TUJ?
Liberal Arts - more interactive lectures with discussion based.

I am really frustrated about the styles of classes.
Sitting and listening the lectures gets me bored, and I hate that kind of passive one.
However, there are some spaces that I can manage myself to enjoy these classes since I have opportunities to ask questions.

What does school do for me?

Let me scream or cry.
Why am I here?

I don't want to study anymore...
but didn't you choose by your own?

No one told me to study here.
I decided to study here.

What makes you feel uncomfortable?
I have too many things to do and I feel that I cannot handle them all.

As you may know, it is impossible to do two things at one time.
Multitasking is not an effective way to do homework.

There are many students who work at companies today as it is Saturday.
 Everybody tries to do their best...

Dating in Japan

First Time

Today I asked a friend of girl for a dinner.
Since I and her spent time together, it was natural to ask her for.

We watched YouTube videos of cats and TV program that she likes.
Every time I was looking for her when I had free time.

It is a little bit scary for me since I am afraid of losing one whom I trust.
I start to like her and want to know her more, however, at the same time, I am thinking the end of our relationship.

It was delicious. I love cheese and fish and pork.
I drank a cup of lemon sour and felt good.