Wednesday, November 8, 2017

Movie Lists (for free)

You've Got Mail (1998)

Sleepless in Seattle

Big

Some Like It Hot

Tootsie

Community (TV series)

 By the way, free sources are dangerous because they sometimes have virus unfortunately...

 Be careful not to get caught...  

Tuesday, November 7, 2017

Goal before Chirstmas

Hug cute girls.

Go to a cafe with them.

Listen to their talks.

Be nice to them.

Have a dinner together.

Go to a bar.

(after several repetitions)

Go to a hotel.

What happened? Have sex?

I had sex with a girl whom I don't know...

At first, she rejects me kissing.

After a while, she enjoys it.

I felt sorry a little bit...

But joy for having sex is stronger.

And she loves it after all.

We make love.

End.



What I learn from this lesson is to have confidence at a certain level.

If you care about what she feels at every moment, you never succeed.

Because their brains work differently.

Girls like me because I kiss her.

Because we had sex, she loves me.

The order is totally different.


Then, what's the difference between rape and sex?

At least, she has to like you at a certain level.

Then, she would not run away when you approach her.

Girls are always waiting for someone finding her.

Or someone loving her. She is waiting for YOU.



Behaviors

https://www.berkeleywellbeing.com/blog


Positive behaviors involving the selfPlanning: The ability to develop effective strategies and take actions that progress you towards your goals.
Growth mindset: The belief that your strengths can be developed through hard work and dedication.
Self-care: The ability to resist engaging in unhealthy behaviors (drugs, alcohol, shopping, or overeating) as a means to increase happiness.
Prioritizing positivity: The ability to make time for, and consistently schedule, activities that you enjoy.

Positive behaviors involving othersKindnessThe ability to be friendly, generous, and considerate of others.
Autonomy: The ability to resist the influence of others, make your own independent decisions, and take action based on your unique values.
Expressivity: The ability to easily communicate and share intimate aspects of yourself with others.
AssertivenessThe ability to stand up for yourself, speak up, and communicate your needs.

I hate school...

I hate lecture style...

If you read textbook and have questions, you can ask anytime...


as dancers

人と同じでは観客はわざわざその人を見にこない。

その人、独自の世界観を体験しに、観客は舞台に足を運ぶ。


精神が他人に移るのか?

お前は伊藤キムではない。

キムの精神を受け継ぐのか?

WSを受けてしまったので、受け継がざるを得ないのだ。

彼には息子がようやく誕生したようだが、

血は繋がってはいないが、私も彼の一味だ。

ナルトではないが、私は伊藤キムの一族なのである。

全てはコミュニケーションになりうる。

ダンスも、服装も、持ち物も、

コミュニケーションのきっかけになるのだ。




how to stop the mood of hyper-active...

I just need to sleep...

I know that I am scared of the state of sleeping...

sleeping is not the same as dying though...


the expression 我を忘れる

我を忘れる

we, Japanese, use this phrase when you focus on something and you're really into it, you don't bother by anything.

your attention is completely on the things that you're working on.

for example, when coming school by bicycles for two hours on one way, I was totally focusing on cycling.


group project

Haley grey hair
Brazon
LGBTQ Relationships with intercultural partners

Priscilla
Intercultural relationships in Singapore

Pancha
Takahiro
Lars & The Real Girl


Monday, November 6, 2017

https://eow.alc.co.jp/search?q=気

https://eow.alc.co.jp/search?q=気

The voice

Who would be the speaker in your head?

Is that you? Or anyone else?

I do have a night class but I do not care.

Well, who are "you"?

Do I know "you"?

Well, I am supposed to know "you" since "you" are with me from the birth.

However, the thing is I don't know you...

Well, I wish to know "you" more. (It sounds nicer, right!?)

"Who are you, really"?

The question comes up in my mind.

Who AM I?

Do I know "you"?

I know some parts of "you" but is that all about "yourself"?

I am suspicious about knowing "yourself" as I do believe that it's impossible to know someone completely.

Then, how could you know "you" completely? - Never!

Well, that's why we live this world.

We want to explore more.

We want to see the world more.

We want to know "you" more.

Is that because "you" are the nice person?

Hell, NO!!

That's because you only get "you" not another person.

You should have enough reasons to be "you", right?

If not, you can be anyone else and it sounds scary.

You have a special life as you might not expect.

Life sucks?

Life sucks?


Seriously?

You are the soul that is chosen to live this world, so-called the universe or the earth.

You can explore the world with your body and spirit.

Spirit sounds spiritual word...

It might be called "mind"...

You are your body and your "mind"...

What is "mind"?


Does it belong to "you" really?

We, Japanese, have many expression about "気/ 氣" (chi/ life energy/ prana/ qi) such as 気が散る、気が乗らない、気がない、そんな気がする、などなど。

What's the difference between "mind" and "気/ 氣"?


from wikipedia 

https://ja.wikipedia.org/wiki/気

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概説[編集]

気は英語Aura(アウラ)ラテン語spiritus(スピリトゥス)ギリシア語のpsyche(プシュケー)、pneuma(プネウマ)、ヘブライ語のruah(ルーアハ)、あるいはサンスクリットのprana(プラーナ)と同じく、生命力や聖なるものとして捉えられた気息、つまり息の概念がかかわっている。

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well, similar to mind as "psyche" is translated into English as "mind"... right?

What's important here is that the concept is related to breathing.



One terrible idea comes up into my mind...

I know that this is the ridiculous idea and it's illegal.

However, I wonder how I can make it since I am a criminal.

Well, I need to know what she likes.

I can make a terrible bomb and hand it to her.

DON'T DO THAT CRUEL SHIT...

I know how CRUEL I am with me this 26 years.

It is a criminal. It means you'll be in a jail when you are arrested.

I also enjoy being arrested because I AM AN ACTOR.

Everything happens with meanings.

Nothing comes out without any reasons.

The thought you might have will change the world.

The idea of your head may change the world completely.


"Don't overestimate yourself" people might say.

I would tell you the opposite.

"Don't underestimate yourself"

You have the power to change the world.

You are the one who can change the world.

Be a HERO.

Be a PROTAGONIST.

You are the main character of the show.





Energy stays stable.

New energy comes.

I just change the page.

I did not think about Yuko listening or talking to other students.

I did not see her working for others.

Because I only see her when I have an appointment!

Now you can imagine how her life looks like.

When she comes to the office, her day starts.

She checks her emails and schedules for the day.

She enjoys working as a counselor waiting for someone to talk to her.

Actually, she is talkative. She loves talking.

That's the reason for her to be a counselor.

However, she just mistakenly becomes a counselor.

Without knowing the fact that counselors are mainly listening.

She recognized counseling as just chatting together having fun.

Therefore, she suffers the gap between

Every day she is disappointed to choose her job.

She hates her new school and new students.

She even doesn't listen to them.

However, she knows how to be a counselor.

Thus, she could keep working even though she hates the job.

She pretends as if she listens carefully with empathy and warmth.






I wanna be an actor!!

You may think of me being stupid but I AM SERIOUS.

I WANT TO BE AN ACTOR!!

Let me tell you the reasons.

First, watching dramas and movies is fun!

I love movies and dramas.

I can watch as long as possible when time allows.

Second, I love characters on the screen!

Because they are so UNIQUE!!

If they are ordinary people, well, sometimes it happens, it's gonna be boring.

People see movies and dramas because... they want to escape from their life.

Their life sucks. They don't enjoy their life. They wish something different.

Third, I love the stories in the dramas and movies.

My friend, T, is coming here, not me though...

She is talented, well-known, and famous.

However, well, something bothers her...

Life sucks!

Then, what I can do with her is to take a movie.

Fake it until you make it.

You can be an actor every day until you make it.

You pretend to be an actor until you make it.

You make a short clip of video like a movie until you make it.

Does this sound fun to you?

YES!! IT MUST BE FUN!!

Then, I have a clue to start shooting together.

Team Tanner. My TEAM. My SOULMATES!!





counseling at school...

I know how to stand...

I know how to fly...

I know how to walk...

I just want them to wait until I am ready...

I can stand when the time comes...

I can fly when the time comes...

I can walk when the time comes...

                                                     





                                          ... until then...




















Au Pair

Short 'Dear Family' letter
Present yourself briefly.

Dear Family

This is Toshio Takikawa from Japan.

I mostly grew up in Yokohama, Japan next to Tokyo.

I have played soccer since 6 years old.

I like sports, dancing, and taking pictures.

My hobby is to keep a diary since I was 10 years old when I got a notebook of Harry Potter from my father.

As I grew up in company housing, I love playing with children. When I was a child, there were lots of brothers and sisters played with me. Then, when I grow up, it is me that who plays with younger children in front of the house.

I have worked two years at a group home where people with disability live like a mother. My job was basically what mothers do in their house such as cooking, cleaning, doing laundry, and helping to bathe and to go toilet.

Now, I am working for children with disability from 6 to 18 years for a year. I love playing with them as they are the best. They are so pure. One boy, my favorite, does not speak words at all but he likes taking a walk. As we walk outside (we usually stay in a room; sometimes we go to karaoke, bowling, and library), I keep talking to him believing that he does understand what I am telling him. I believe working with children is my ideal job in the world.

I like listening to stories of other people.

Thank you,

Toshio Takikawa








About you
Describe your own person, family, formation, experience abroad / with children and hobbies.
The first son with a younger brother and a younger sister.

I went to private high school after passing one of the difficult entrance examination in Japan. However, since I do not like the system of Japanese society, I quit Japanese university and transfer American university in Japan.

It has been over a year to study at an American university. I have confidence in speaking up in classes now even though my English is not perfect.

My favorite activity is dancing. I dance everywhere.

When I start dancing at a park, children wonder what I am doing. Then, I invite them to dance together. They mimic my movements and follow each action I do. The last time I danced at a park in Yokohama, parents gave me a bottle of tea. I even did not 'know' them. I just met there.

There is my favorite saying in Japanese.

It's called 一期一会 (I-chi-go-i-chi-e) showing the importance of one chance in a lifetime. I may not see them in my entire life, however, I somehow met there and spent awesome time with lovely children.




Why you would like to work as an au pair? 
Explain why you wish to become an au pair abroad to take care of children.
I am a junior year at Temple University, Japan campus.

Before working, I would like to explore the world more.

My mission, my dream, my goal is to marry a girl having a totally different culture. Furthermore, I would like to work in another country.

Therefore, au pair system is attractive to me in terms of seeing a married couple having lovely children like you. In addition, I want to know how two of you treat their children at home. I assume that I can learn lots of new Engish expressions from your children that I never know.