I clashed a dish with anger to my younger sibling.
She never open paper box of milk.
I rubbed rice to cook, and then tried to pour water into a milk box.
However, because it was not open, it spilled out.
Therefore, my cloth got wet and I got angry.
At that time, I could not say a word instead of throwing a dish.
As a matter of fact, this stimulation is exactly same as my father does.
I felt disappointed to realize that my response to environment is inherited.
If I could complain to my sibling, it would never happen.
What can I learn from this experience?
I need to learn how to deal with anger.
I responded immediately to eliminate stress.
Stress comes from my mistakes, though.
If I was more careful, it would not happen.
I had better to care every action I take.
Ny father always said many many bad words when he was angry. This is still a problem for me. I do not get angry so much now. But if internet stop working I still always say a lot of bad words...
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