"About Time"

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dark_dining

If I could travel in time, what would it be like?

Basically, it would be about something negative.

I wish to reduce something terrible, however, it would not be myself then without experience of sufferings.

Then, a new thought comes to my mind.

Embrace all the experiences I have had.

As I could be myself due to all the stuff happened in my life, how could I dare to hate these?

Indeed, I don't like to experience something bad. Yet, you can rethink what these mean to you.

I don't trust people. I don't approach people with ease.

That must work for me in some ways.

However, it keeps me from going to be around people, meaning that I lose chances to get along with them.

I don't want to have many friends but some.

Let's face it.

What scares me the most is to get rejected.

As long as you don't show the weirdness, no one leaves away.

In addition, they may like the weirdness sometimes.

People will be surprised when they encounter the unknown.

What do you think about your uniqueness or weirdness?

In fact, it's not as unique as everyone else.

I'm reading a book about the way to make friends.

It's quite funny actually.

The purpose of having conversations is to exchange information and find common interests.

First of all, you must be interested in either others or information (which should be valuable to one at least).

Some people are driven by the fear of being alone or the fear of being seen as lonely.

They even have a chat even if they don't like each other as the worst scenario.